OH. MY. GAWD.
Seriously there are no other words to describe what I'm feeling right now. Hnnng okay I went for Beast's fanmeet today and it was just awesome okay. Like bloody awesome. And I had good seats. /wibbles.
The fanmeet started with 'Special' and omg when the music started everyone just went crazy. Seriously everyone was just screaming and rushing to places nearer to the stage and THE BOYS STARTED PERFORMING OMG THE SCREAMS. THE SCREAMS. AND THE SOUND SYSTEM ASKLDFHJG I COULD FEEL MY HEART THUMPING LIKE WHOA. SERIOUSLY EVERY CELL IN MY BODY WAS VIBRATING. Then after 'Special' they performed 'Soom' and ASKLDFHJG I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. 'SOOM' IS FOREVER ONE OF MY FAVOURITE PERFORMANCES I MEAN THEIR CHOREOGRAPHY AND EVERYTHING, FLAWLESS OKAY, FLAWLESS. SEEING JUNHYUNG'S HEAD ROLL UP CLOSE WAS *____* I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW.
After they performed 'Soom' it was a talking session. Omg Doojoon just keep trolling us okay he just keeps trolling. Throughout the whole fanmeet he kept pretending to throw the towel that he used. Whenever he fake-throws to the fans' direction, you can hear screams everywhere but heyho the towel is back in his hands. AND HE OBVIOUSLY KNOWS ABOUT PAIRINGS AND SUCH IT'S SO OBVIOUS THE FANSERVICE AND EVERYTHING. WHEN THEY WERE SEATED ON THE STOOLS, HE GRABBED DONGWOON BY HIS NECK, WENT CLOSE TO HIS EAR AND DID NOTHING ELSE. HE DIDN'T EVEN MOVE HIS LIPS HOMG BUT SCREAMS AND SCREAMS AND MORE SCREAMS AND LEADER JUST SMIRK. HNNG. Oh and I can't remember who exactly, either Yoseob or Doojoon, but while they were getting on the stools, one of them lost balance and almost fell. :D :D :D Also, I think Yoseob's chair was a bit at the back? So he grabbed the sides while still sitting on it and bounced more to the front. HE'S FREAKING CUTE OKAY I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO SAY HOW CUTE HE WAS THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE FANMEET OMG MY LOVE FOR HIM JUST GREW A GABAJILLIONFOLD.
Okay anyway they were introducing themselves, one by one and omg Dongwoon is just. I don't even know what to say. When it was his turn, he just chants "Son Nam Shin. Son Nam Shin. Son Nam Shin.' and handed the mic over to us and we just chant along with him while he does some 3-step action for each syllable HAHAHAHA OMG MAKNAE WAYLT. AND THE MOST EPIC THING IS THAT WHENEVER THERE IS A SLIGHT MOMENT OF SILENCE, HE'D JUST UTTER A 'SON NAM SHIN' TO HIS MIC AND DOES THE 3-STEP ACTION AND THE WHOLE HALL WILL BE FILLED WITH FANGIRLS' CHANTS OF 'SON NAM SHIN SON NAM SHIN SON NAM SHIN' HAHAHAHA. IF PEOPLE DIDN'T KNOW THEY MIGHT THINK WE'RE SOME SORT OF CULT. :D :D :D
Then each member was supposed to reveal a secret about the next member. The sequence goes like this: Hyunseung -> Kikwang -> Junhyung -> Yoseob -> Dongwoon -> Doojoon. So apparently, Hyunseung knows that Kikwang walks around the dorm shirtless. Kikwang thinks Junhyung has a nice butt. Junhyung considers and rape-stares Yoseob really really loooong before saying that his arms and legs are long (LOL WTH). Yoseob says Dongwoon is the visual of the group and his looks are so phenomenal there are times when maknae looks like a girl. Dongwoon says that Doojoon is a full-time singer now but he actually wants to be a soccer player. Doojoon then reveals that Hyunseung sleeps with his eyes open.
When Kikwang was talking about Junhyung's butt, the MC then asked Junhyung to show us just how great his butt is and while he was standing up, KIKWANG AND YOSEOB WERE GRABBING HIS BUTT HOMG REAL LIVE JUNSEOB ACTION IN FRONT OF MY EYES. AND THEN JUNHYUNG BEING THE SHY~ SHY~ SHY BOY HE GAVE THAT SUPER ADORBS FACE WHILE SHOWING US HIS BACK AND KIKWANG LIFTED THE BACK OF HIS SHIRT TO LET US SEE THE CURVE OF HIS BUTT MORE CLEARLY AND YOSEOB JUST WENT FORTH TO TAP THAT BUTT. OMG SERIOUSLY AT THIS POINT OF TIME I DIED A HAPPY DEATH.
When the MC asked Yoseob to show off how long his limbs are after Junhyung's statement, Yoseob went to the front and liked, stretched out his arms and legs? HAHAHAHA I DON'T KNOW IT WAS JUST AWKWARD AND YANGYO WAS ADORBS LIKE NO OTHER. And when Yoseob was praising Dongwoon for his amazingly good looks, Godwoon was visibly pleased and both of them did a fist pump and a gabajillion brosfists hahahaha they were super cute beyond words. After Dongwoon talked about Doojoon wanting to be a soccer player, Doojoon just ran to the front and pretended to do a soccer kick like erm, HAHAHA WTH LEADER WTH. AND WHEN DOOJOON TALKED ABOUT HYUNSEUNG'S SLEEPING HABITS HYUNSEUNG JUST STARES AT DOOJOON OKAY. OMG LIKE STARE STARE REALLY DAMN STARE. OMG HIS EYES.
OMG WE SANG A HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG TO LEADER IN 4 LANGUAGES HAHAHA. We actually did this before the asking questions + talking session happened and omg. The cake was soccer-themed. HAHAHAHAHA. There were like mini human figures in the soccer outfit on the cream!soccer pitch. It's like a cake you'd get for a 8 year old boy HAHAHAHA. And when Doojoon was cutting the cake and all, the MC was saying how the 'human figures' were actually chocolate and then Junhyung was like "?? Chocolate? -gestures to the figurines. Chocolate chocolate?" HE WAS SERIOUSLY ADORBS WHILE QUESTIONING THE MC OKAY. HE LOOKED LEGIT SURPRISED. LIKE OMG I NEVER KNEW HE HAD THAT IN HIM. OKAY I KNEW BUT ASKLDFHJG HIS CHEEKS ASKLDFHJG I FOAM A RIVER. AND IT DOESN'T END HERE. JUNHYUNG THEN TOOK ONE OF THE FIGURINES AND BIT OFF A TINY BIT OFF THE THINGY. THEN HE TOOK THAT SMALL BIT OFF HIS MOUTH. HAHAHAHAHA. AND BEFORE THEY PUSHED THE CAKE AWAY HE WAS TRYING TO BITE OFF THE FIGURINE'S HEAD. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
DID I MENTION HOW DEEP AND SEXY JUNHYUNG'S VOICE IS? OMG WHEN HE STARTED SPEAKING EVERYBODY WAS LIKE "OMG HIS VOICE *__*". HIS VOICE WAS ALL SORTS OF SEXY OKAY IT'S THE KIND OF TALKING VOICE THAT I REALLY REALLY LIKE HEARING AND OMG I JUST WANTED HIM TO TALK FOREVER.
Okay after the talking session thing it was 'play-with-the-few-lucky-fans-who-saved-t
he-world-in-their-previous-lives' time. Each member stuck their hands into this bowl and picked out ticket stubs, so yeah you know how it goes. THE FREAKY THING IS THAT OUT OF 6 FANGIRLS CHOSEN, I THINK 4 OR 5 OF THEM WERE FROM ROW 6. AND 3(?) OF THEM WERE FROM CAT A4. (We were separated into caterogies (CAT), A3 A4 A5 B3 etc.) IT'S DAMN BLOODY FREAKY OKAY. But omg the female fan with Dongwoon was tall and slender and really pretty. BOTH OF THEM WERE GLOWING OKAY. But the funny thing is how before she was called out, the CAT and row number was mentioned but not the seat number. So it was kinda quiet and that particular fan yelled out "YOON DOOJOON" and the next moment, she was called up to play with Dongwoon HAHAHHAA. And when she got up, Doojoon even went over to shake her hand. :D :D :D AND THE FAN THAT PLAYED WITH YOSEOB WAS YOSEOB-BIASED! SHE WAS HOLDING A YOSEOB PLACARD AND WHEN HER SEAT NUMBER WAS CALLED SHE WAS THIS CLOSE TO SHAKING AND CRYING. And Yoseob was like "Wah!". Guess he was really surprised that he got to play with his own fan. Okay that didn't really make sense but heh.
The game they played was bowling. Have you seen those toy pins and balls for children aged 6-10? YEAH THEY USED THAT HAHAHAHA. Everything was just so elementary I can't. OH AND OMG I NEED TO MENTION THIS. Okay each pair was given a number to determine the sequence they'd play in and while one pair goes up, the rest just sit on the stairs on the stage and omg when they were all seated down, Yoseob took off his coat and draped it over his partner's legs to yknow, prevent her from exposing herself even though she was wearing leggings. IT'S JUST SO THOUGHTFUL AND GENTLEMANLY ASKLDFHJG. NOT ALL OF THE MEMBERS DID THAT BECAUSE WELL, NOT ALL OF THEM WERE WEARING COATS THOUGH I WOULDN'T MIND KIKWANG STRIPPING HAHAHAHA. SERIOUSLY, I LOVE YOSEOB.
I didn't really pay much attention to what they were doing at the back, just focusing on the pair that's playing heh. Yoseob's pair was given a small mission where Yoseob had to turn on the spot 5 times and then attempt to roll his ball over. But he lost his balance, almost toppled over and hit nothing instead hahaha. As for Junhyung, the mission for their pair was to do a heart sign with your partner and then release the ball. Junhyung didn't dare to raise his arm too high BECAUSE HE WAS TRYING TO HIDE HIS ARMPIT HAIR HAHAHAHA. IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS. AND WHEN HE DID RAISE A LITTLE, THE CAMERAMAN JUST ZOOM ONTO HIS ARMPIT AND EVERYONE COULD SEE HIS ARMPIT HAIR AHAHAHAHAHA OMG I LOVE OUR CAMERAMEN. Throughout the whole gaming part Junhyung gave that foxy shy smile AND HE KEPT LICKING HIS LIPS HOMG HOMG HOMG. When it was Dongwoon's turn, he attempted to do some soccer tricks with that tiny rubber yellow ball because Doojoon, who was before him, did them. But the thing is, Doojoon could still somehow control the ball while Dongwoon just tries real hard. Maknae, he just tries okay he just tries. And Dongwoon's team was not give any mission but Dongwoon, homg where do I start. Seriously he just fails at everything. When it was his turn to knock the pins over, he throws the ball. Like literally throwing it, with an arc and all. BUT HE MISSES THE PINS AND HIT NONE OVER. HAHAHAHAHA. HE WAS SUPER EMBARRASSED AND WAS SQUATTING ON THE GROUND WHILE THE OTHER MEMBERS, ESPECIALLY YOSEOB AND DOOJOON, WERE STANDING UP AND CLAPPING AND LAUGHING AT HIS FAIL. OH MAKNAE WHAT DO I DO WITH YOU.
Ah did I mention Doojoon tried to cheat and went to knock over one pin with his finger? Yeah he did. HAHAHA but Yoseob came out and put that pin back up again. While he walked back he was giving Doojoon the 'I'm watching/judging you' look and pointing at him. :D :D :D
After the game session they went back to singing (after this singapura dance group performed their songs) and they sang 'Shock'. :D :D :D Omg I love the fans okay. Everyone was just so loud and together while singing the song askldfhjg. After 'Shock' was 'Beautiful', 'Fiction' and then 'On Rainy Days'. Singalong session was amazing and 'Beautiful' was all sorts of awesome when they got into their 2-by-2 formation. Hahaha 2jun was fighting as usual, Hyunseung was clinging onto Kikwang like a leech and Dongwoon was hugging Yoseob like a baby and patting his hair. I DIED AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.
These performances only made me love them even more because omg they sound so gooooood live. Seriously Yoseob is amazing. Heck 'amazing' doesn't even do him justice he's just perfect. He was steady and pitch perfect and his 'I DUN NAAAAAA' OMG YOSEOB YOU #FOREVERMOLLA
ASKLDFHJG MY HEART, JUST TAKE IT YANGYO, JUST TAKE IT. Hyunseung sounded amazing too heck, all of them were perfection personified. As good as recorded versions askdlfhjg probably even better.
After these performances Beast was saying their goodbyes since it was supposedly the end but before the left this fan was crying and hyperventilating. AND GUESS WHAT. KIKWANG POINTED AT HER, DID A CRYING MOTION AND SHOOK HIS HEAD IN THAT REALLY SWEET WAY ASKLDFHJG I THINK YOSEOB ALSO POINTED TO THE GIRL DAMN I SHOULD HAVE KICKED AND WHINED LIKE A SPOILT BRAT TOO. ;___;
So okay after they left the stage, it supposedly ended but obviously, they know we will shout encore and BAM! they came back! :D :D :D They sang 'Oasis', 'I like you the best' and 'V.I.U' and omg this part of the fanmeet was pure bliss and agony for me. When 'I like you the best' started them Beast members got really high and Doojoon asked everyone to stand up and kinda gestured everyone to the front. So obviously, everyone rushed to the front and I practically floated there due to all the pushing. Throughout the whole part I thought I was going to die because this girl behind me was carrying her DSLR and the strap kept coming down to my neck level. The whole strap was practically strangling my neck I honestly thought I was going to be hanged to death okay. People in front were all holding up their placards and blocking other people's views blahblahblah okay let's not talk about Fangirls and Their Behaviours 101.
The encore stage was just full of fun the boys were all happy and jumping and frolicking about Junhyung was super super super duper happy here he kept smiling and laughing and playing omg I just want to poke his cheeks forever. There were super loads of OTP moments and omg it was just a huge party. My memory is fuzzy I can't remember much since every emotion was flooding me at once I was so high and pissed askldfhjg. I'M SUPER SUPER HAPPY I SAW KIKWANG'S AMERICAN DANCE WITH MY OWN EYES HAHAHAHA BUT AM SUPER SUPER PISSED I COULDN'T SEE HIS ABS DUE TO ALL THOSE PLACARDS. THIS UNICORN IS SHORT ALRIGHT AND YES, KIKWANG FLASHED HIS ABS ASKLDFHJG I COULD HAVE SEEN THEM LIKE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME HNNNG. ;___; But anyway, Junhyung and Dongwoon kept coming over to our side and kept pointing at us, Yoseob even came down and interacted a little with the fans while Hyunseung took a video cam from a fan and started filming himself. Then he passed on the video cam to Yoseob (or maybe Yoseob took it from him hahahaha i dun naaaa) and Yoseob did the same too. Hnnnng lucky fan jealous forever. /wibbles. BUT ALL OF THEM WERE SO PLAYFUL. THEY KEPT HOGGING THIS CAMERA ON STAGE WHICH WILL SHOW ON THE SCREENS AT THE SIDE AND ASKLDFHJG WHY AM I NOT THE CAMERA THEY KEPT KISSING IT OKAY AND DAMN THEY DID SO MANY CUTESY POSES, ALL OF THEM DID. DOOJOON WAS JUST INCREDIBLY HYPER TODAY WHILE MAKNAE WAS FULL OF ADORNS HNNNNG.
When they got onto the rising platform that will descend and make them disappear from our eyes, Kikwang didn't get onto it on time and he was kinda flustered hahahaha the other members were laughing at him too but in the end he jumped down onto the platform since it hadn't descended that far down yet. Oh dumbkwang. :D :D :D
AH DID I MENTION KIKWANG'S EYE SMILE IS TO DIE FOR? EACH TIME HE DID THAT I DIED A LITTLE INSIDE. SERIOUSLY HIS EYE SMILE IS SUPER CUTE AND CHARMING SEEING IT WITH MY OWN EYES UP CLOSE IS JUST ASKLDFHJG DAMN I REALLY LOVE HIM.
So after this whole fanmeet I had a hi-5 session with them because I bought the VIP tickets! omg omg omg omg I can't even begin to think or say anything because askldfhjg. Everything was a blur okay and Beast was in this room and we were to get in the queue to go into the room and hi-5 them. So nearing the room, the guards were maintaining order and manager Jun Koon(?), also known as @jookuni on twitter, was standing outside the room. Guess he was maintaining order too. From far I recognized him and I was like asking my friend 'omg omg is he the manager?' and wham! he was just beside me. I stared at him and OMG HE'S BLOODY CUTE IRL. PICTURES DON'T DO HIM JUSTICE OKAY HE'S SUPER CUTE. AND WELL BEING THE SPECIAL UNICORN I AM (and since he's just right beside me), I STUCK OUT MY HAND TO SHOW THAT I WANT TO HI-5 HIM. AND GUESS WHAT, HE STUCK OUT HIS HAND TOO AND WE HI-5ED HAHAHAHA. :D :D :D OKAY HE WAS A BIT SURPRISED AND STARED AT ME FOR A WHILE BUT HAHAHA I DON'T CARE. THE GIRLS BEHIND ME WANTED TO HI-5 HIM TOO BUT I GUESS HE GOT EMBARRASSED, WANTED TO PREVENT HIS OWN HI-5ING SESSION FROM HAPPENING, SO HE KINDLY REJECTED THEM. OH YEAH THE UNICORN IS AWESOME BLOSSOM MWAHAHAHAHA.
BUT THE HIGHLIGHT COMES NOW OMG. WHEN WE WERE IN THE ROOM EVERYTHING HAPPENED IN A BLUR. FIRST A SAW YOSEOB'S FACE RIGHT IN MY FIELD OF VISION LIKE WHAM! AND OMG HE'S SUPER SUPER SUPER ULTRA AMAZINGLY CUTE UP CLOSE OKAY. HE'S SERIOUSLY ADORBS (and short) AND HE WAS SO SMILEY SMILEY AND AMUSED AND HAPPY ASKLDHJG. I COULDN'T REMEMBER THE EXACT SEQUENCE OF THE MEMBERS DURING THE HI-5 BECAUSE MY MIND WAS BLANK ALRIGHT. I WASN'T THINKING I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING WHO ARE THESE GUYS WHO AM I WHAT IS LIFE. BUT OMG I REMEMBER HYUNSEUNG'S EYES. THEY ARE DAMN GINORMOUS AND HE'S SUPER CUTE TOO HNNNG HE LOOKS SO GOOD AND PWETTY HE'S #FOREVERGODDESSEUNG
. DONGWOON'S GOOD LOOKS BLINDED SO MUCH I COULDN'T LOOK AT HIM PROPERLY OKAY. I DON'T KNOW WHY I WAS DUMB BUT I KEPT MY HEAD DOWN BECAUSE OMG HE'S JUST THAT GOODLOOKING HE'S TOO GOODLOOKING HE'S INDEED SONNAMSHIN. AND BECAUSE OF DONGWOON I COULDN'T FACE DOOJOON PROPERLY EITHER ASKLDFHJG SO MUCH REGRET OKAY. BUT JUNHYUNG. OMG JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG. WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MYSELF. HE'S BLOODY BLOODY BLOODY GOOD LOOKING. HE'S A FLOWER BOY AND HIS CHEEKS HOMG HE'S SERIOUSLY DAMN DAMN DAMN GOOD LOOKING HE LOOKS BETTER IN PERSON AND HIS PICTURES ARE ALREADY SO BAMF AND UNF AND YES CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW GOOD HE LOOKS IN REAL LIFE? HOMG. THE LAST PERSON WAS KIKWANG. IT WAS KINDA FUNNY SINCE THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE WAS SUDDENLY DAMN VISIBLE LIKE SUDDENLY, YOU CAN STARE A LITTLE BIT LOWER HAHAHAHA. BUT HIS SMILE OMG HE LOOKS SUPER GOOD IN REAL LIFE TOO I CAN'T EVEN. SERIOUSLY ALL OF THEM LOOK SO MUCH BETTER IRL I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM AND I TOUCHED THEIR HANDS. OMG THEIR HANDS ARE SUPER BIG AND WARM ASKLDFHJG. YOSEOB'S HAND YOSEOB'S HAND YOSEOB'S HAND HNNNG HIS HAND IS SUPER HUGE OKAY OMG CAN I DIE NOW? LIKE PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I REMEMBER JUNHYUNG'S HAND BEING REALLY ROUGH ASKLDFHJG ACTUALLY ALL OF THEIR HANDS WERE KINDA ROUGH BUT JUNHYUNG'S WAS.. SPECIALLY SO. I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE I ACTUALLY TOUCHED THEIR HANDS I TOUCHED JUNHYUNG'S HAND OMG I NEED TO KILL MYSELF.
Thinking back, everything feels so surreal and those 2 hours were just, omg I can't really remember the faces or actions very well I don't know I just remember the events and never pay more attention to the details but damn, I'm gonna have a post-fanmeet syndrome. Seriously this fanmeet was so amazing and perfect I don't know what I just went through askldfhjg those 2 hours had my full concentration and my adrenaline was pumping aaskldfhjg /wibbles. If they ever come back again for a more big scale performance like concert, DAMN I WOULD GO NOTHING WILL STAND IN MY WAY NOT EVEN DEATH I'D TURN INTO A ZOMBIE AND CRAWL MY WAY THERE.
Oh they talked about United Cube Concert and I couldn't hear properly so I don't know if they were going to hold an Asia tour for the concert and if Singapore was going to be one of the stops. But if that does happen.. I don't know I might consider hahahahaha. Prices and hnng OKAY WHAT AM I SAYING I JAM TO 4MINUTE AND G.NA TOO THERE'S NO REASON WHY I SHOULDN'T GO.
Ah and I lost my voice. I need to google more efficient ways of screaming. Heh I can sing Ma Boy now. Still super happy that I managed to hi-5 Beast and manager oppar. Beast on my left hand and manager oppar on my right hand. :D :D :D So tempted not to wash my hands today askldfhjg.
@__@ Hahhhhh I'm so tired right now I just want to sleep my life away. D: So my fanaccount ends here, heh. Dee dum. :D :D :D
/editthanks to cos_it_rhymes for reminding me the sequence for'Oasis'. le sigh at my memory ;___;